Sunday, February 28, 2010

REBLOG:

I realized something this week. Or rather. TODAY.

I've got great friends.

Friends who actually care.

That's why i decided not to feel like shit and commit suicide (blah blah) and CHEER UP :D

That's all I really want actually.

Simple.

Just my friends and me,

U'll have a rainbow. :)

ME GOING HYPER AGAIN~

6:08 AM


HELLOS! :) I haven't blogged in a week. :O Good things happened this week i guess. and i seriously and sincerely HOPE. Mum and Dad aren't quarreling. Which is good. I got great marks for math. Which is also good. But... *sigh* wish everything would be the same like before for my frens. :(
I miss holding hands with jasmin. :( :( :( :( In turn, i THINK i learnt how to swim. :D And me and raashi wrote a fanfic. :O

I ♥ one author though. her way of writing is damn nice and the plot is good! :D and that's all it takes for me to fall in love. :D

Listening to Ke$ha's Blah Blah Blah. Hahas. just for fun. XD

5:22 AM

Sunday, February 21, 2010

I feel my life is screwed up. :( Damn screwed up. I mean, i juz heard my mum tell me that my dad should take his bloody shit out of the house and fuck off. And he didn't celebrate cny together with us aka reunion dinner. Instead my uncle took his place. He juz came back from hong kong and said he was going to leave for china really soon. and stay there for god knows how long. Thats why i quote from Meredith Grey in Grey's Anatomy: "I'm screwed."

Bloody hell. I wanna juz sing. sing out loud and heck care who hears me. even if my voice breaks. i dun give a damn. Claire's really down. D: Dunno wats going to happen tom. :(

I need a HELL of a break from this.

Ps. I am sorry for the swearing. Really.

12:53 AM

Friday, February 19, 2010

Today was a shitty shitty day. :( Sth bad happened. :( And the cmps presentation was totally... O_o
Then still got Operation Cleanup. :O I just slacked around. Typical of me, isn't it? XD

I went for library today. And found out i'm in the Press Gang. :O Thanks to Mrs M Lim. Ah well. At least i get more points. Worked with a sec 3 senior called Emma. Her accent is totally AWESOME. :D And raiza was reading manga. right in front of miss begam. That lucky freak. :O

Listening to Time for Miracles by Adam Lambert. GAYNESS. :D i got purple earphones too! shinyi calls it 'gay earphones' :D SO DAMN GAY. :D And i'm reading fan fiction! That site rocks. :D

I WANNA WATCH GLEE~

Oh yea. Specially dedicated to my mortal. :)





U BETTER TAG ON MY TAGBOARD CASSANDRA ANG!!! plus.... u reply friend request on fb so slow one. D: I haven't given ur letter at all. O_o Arifah is talking rubbish. :D HAHAS.

5:31 AM

Thursday, February 18, 2010

I'M SORRY I DIDN'T BLOG FOR SO LONG~ Late happy cny, everybody! XD

I like this:

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye.

I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,

And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass

Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

And Mommy tell the doctors; I know that they really did try

I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest

When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could

please listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo

I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,

Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date.

I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true

And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech
Students Who Were Lost

Please if you would,
Don't smash this on the ground.

If you pass this on,

Maybe people will cry,

Just keep this in your heart,

For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".


R.I.P

6:36 AM

Friday, February 12, 2010

WHEE!!!! Today was so damn fun!!!! Niki, Shin Yi, Claire and me went to bugis junction to walk- walk! :D Took neoprints, niki bought Y. :O I saw Y heaven today. Not a good sign. *blush* XD AAAGH. Niki's 18 year old friend came, her name was Addy. (i dunno how to spell) But she's very nice. :D

I need to study. :D See ya. :D

6:21 AM

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

HAPPY B'DAE NIKI EU!!! :D

MY MORTAL KNEW MY NAME ALL ALONG.. WTFreak. Totally panicked. -.- she was in my sch bus 2-3 years ago oh wow. :O and she identified me as the nerdy girl who always ate bread in the bus. :O THOSE DAYS ARE LONG GONE. LONG LONG LONG LONG GONE.


publish more later. studying now. O_o








4:58 AM

Sunday, February 7, 2010

This song is nice! ;D


Guess wat. i found this song in a 8059 dj vid. :O LOLS.

A few days back, i went with claire, mindy and cheryl to parkway. And me and claire were slacking around borders. WHEN I FOUND THE FREAKING GAY LIT SECTION. D: :O And mindy was looking at sex for dummies handbook. -.-

Suddenly Yammachi sounds so mature. KAWAII~~~

"For that reason, I can understand why you're so loyal to Tsuna, who was the first one to opened your heart. But if you open your heart only to Tsuna, all you're doing is putting the pressure on Tsuna. In the first place, a right-hand man is suppose to be... The leader of the Guardians whom the boss can count on, isn't it? You're suppose to pull the Guardians together! Instead, you've turned away from them. What kind of rubbish is that! Right now, you have no right to call yourself his right-hand man."



5:33 AM

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Kel seemed so down these few days. :( What happened to the happy go lucky idiot who annoys me to go send her up to her hse??? :( Cheer up kay??? Jasmin, Jin Jun and me will always be with you! ily♥ :D

GASTRIC COMING BACK~ SKIPPED LUNCH TODAY~ PAIN!!!!!! D:

5:00 AM


Yoz. Today I knew a new junior called Afirah Begam. LOLs. Same surname as miss begam. O_o

Got a "scolding" from ms su about the assembly being a TOTAL DISASTER.. The sec ones don't want to hurry up/dismissed late lor. =.=

BLACK~ ROCK~SHOOTER~ so nice! ;D Thx niki! :D She nowadays blog daily already lor. Last time still scold us for blogging everyday? XD Throwing rocks/grass on her tagboard. LOL.

My mortal came back! Whee~ can write to her again. Seemed like she got stomach flu a.k.a very bad virus. -.- And nature found a whole long list of my mortal's name tags on her table??!! So weird la.... :D

Considering whether to do NYAA. UGH. SO STRESSED. D;


4:47 AM

Monday, February 1, 2010

Hello Hello! :) Very good mood today. ^_^ Partially because got at least 4 slack periods. :D The english relief teacher was cute though. :O me and niki were busy crushing over him. :D

I ♥ JPOP. So damn nice!!! Listening to Phantom Minds by Nana Mizuki now... :D Must remember to get the download link from niki. Gendou dun have. :( But Gr8 story by SuG is finally free! ;D

Slacked at videoworld for a while before coming home. Doing the same for tom since sch finishes at 1. ;) I had a very urgent need of chocolate today though. :D *smirks*

Reading BleachXReborn Crossovers. Rukia and Takeshi... Hmmm.... He looks better with me. :D Hahas.

5:26 AM